No, I was kidding. It's a bad habit.
This semestral break is starting to get a little bit more interesting.
You know when you tell yourself that you really want something but you actually don't? Then you tell yourself another thing, and then you realize you may actually not like that either. It's like you don't know what you want or do not want anymore.
It's when your bosom friend actually isn't laughing about it already, 'cause she knows what you're talking about just isn't real.
Confusion kicks in.
Last night I was at Starbucks having a latte with one of my college professors who ended up being one of my best friends. I didn't tell him anything about this, and we were actually talking about some other things. I learned about one very important thing apart from the other things we did talk about.
Life is not a matter of what you want. It's about knowing how to obey.
I may not really want any of those at all. The way I see it, fooling myself is a way of covering up for things I'm afraid of. But when I remember what He has to say and what He wants for me, I might as well just forget them.
No, it isn't rocket science.
(Remember that Ella, NOT ROCKET SCIENCE.)
